Well this week has been really challaging, it seems like everything happens at once. My daughter call herself running away from home this week. I didn't over react I knew where she was, and I rufuse going to get her. She ran to the place that I had just told her she couldn't go, so to me it was just and excuse to go over there anyway. If she had only listen, I only said she couldn't go because it was about to get dark and she was walking. I tried to tell her that it is to dangerous out here, and that she can't just go walking that far that late in the afernoon by herself, she went anyway. Not only that instead of her walking back home the next day she walked over my mother house which took her 2 hours down some very scarry streets, I am just glad that God was with her. Kids find some way to stress you out and at the age of 14 she is driving me crazy. I give her everything she wants as well as making sure she has everything she needs. She don't do anything around the house far as cleaning, she don't even clean up behind herself. I talk to her from sun up to sun down. And this time I didn't run after her, I am tired. She knows I am not in the best of health right now and I am trying to get myself together. I have come up with the decission to file unruly on her. The only reason I have considered this is because she is at the point where I have to fight with her every morning to get up for school. And when I try to talk to her she just ignor me. So I just feel like I am at the point where filing unruly on her is all that I know. My grandmother had to do the same for me when I was younger and found myself getting out of control, I am very thankful today that she did that because if not I would not be the women I am today. I'm just hoping and praying that my daughter realize that or get on the right path before she have to exprience that sort of thing. I really don't know what to do but I do know one thing something is going to have to change because I can't take it anymore I have done all I can. I keep trying to see where I went wrong or what I'm doing wrong but I don't see it. Something is going to have to take place so that she will appreciate home. Well I have vented enough, I hope everyone is having a better time than myself. God bless everyone!

Well here in the ending of another week, and I must admit this week was pretty good. I really enjoyed my family and had a lot of fun. I spent "Sweetest Day" with my girls we ate and watch movies and then passed out every where. This was a new experience for me because I was use to spending that day with my guy but this year has been about my family. Now I have to get ready for my grandson and granddaught birthdays which is just 5 days apart. So chucky cheese here we come...lol I'm feeling preety good and I hope that I can contiue to feel this way, just living and loving life. Hope everyone else is enjoying life as well.....

As this week comes to and end I still haven't gotten anything done. I just don't have any energy to do anything. I am sitting here watching snapped and how these women are killing there husbands, thats all I will say other then no matter what it is when it comes to a man and my future he isn't worth it no matter what the circumstances are we will just be apart and I will just have to start over. I need to be watching something more up beat, but this kind of stuff intrigue me the things that people do, and why they do it. Oh well, I will have to find some king of motivation from somewhere, especially before I allow myself to go down that depress road, and lord knows I really donw't want to start feeling depressed it take so much out of you. Oh well I hope everyone else is doing good and accomplishing everything they need to, have a good week!

My first blog

This is my first blog and it wasn't easy...lol I spent some time, I am learning to become familiar with this concept so I take it will get easier as time goes by...I look forward to getting to know my classmate this term and wish everyone well.